Happy New Year and a Review for 2009

Happy 2010!! It's time to review what I did last year 2009! Regardless happy, sad, stupid or dangerous things I did, it's worth to review it!

Going through the hard work on Thesis, Viva and preparation for final exam and plenty of assignment and presentation. My Uni housemates and classmates still able to hang out more so that we would have a lots of great memories before graduation. It's so cool though the day and night are so busy.

First, confronted the sadness where I have to separate with all my Uni friends and lovely housemates when we graduated. The last night of last paper over, we bought a lots of wine and beer. Get a park to continue drink and cried. I remembered the scene we hugged each others tight and cried. It's so unforgettable! We even clubbed crazily for the last meet up. After the separation, I was damn sad alone, back to kepong, having my first surgery in my life for my sinus nose! I'm here alone without hearing the crazy sound around, totally not get used to. Nostalgia AGAIN, AGAIN and AGAIN. I had no idea how long I need more to miss you all lesser and lesser.

Second, it's about job! I went for Singapore twice for training purpose and meet up with my Singapore Colleagues. They are so friendly and nice to me. But cost accounting is not always my favourite and I don't want force myself continue doing on something I dislike. That's why there will be a brand new challenging job awaiting in 2010. I will miss back the working time in HP all the time for sure. As I quite sure that I will have a tough time in EY due to the tight work deadline and I ought to learn to fall in love in my Audit Job! Fast fast let me fall in love with this position! I love audit and I love study ACCA ~~~

Third, I'm gonna wear my eyes to get know people. I'm gonna stop club and stop alcohol in 2010. I took the last beer in 2009 and I'm not going to do it again. As a result of clubbing in 2009, I felt that my heart can't cure much pain instead burdening me more afterward. I knew a ugly truth that cannot be revealed for sure. Perhaps enjoying the music and dance in my own little room will be a healthier way. I never underestimate my ability to forget and let go this unhappy things.

Forth, I set 2010 resolutions for myself!

1. Work smart, hard and learn to fall in love with my job

2. Study smart and hard

3. Keep in touch with friends whenever there is a time

4. Take good care of my health - No club and alcohol

What is the feeling of being cheated?

A girl friend of mine told me recently that she is confusing over relationship. But I can't help much on her, all I can do for her is reminding her all the time that Love is not everything. Something is more important than Love. Moreover, in this complicated era, you won't know who is wearing mask or who is the poker face to make fun of you without thinking of any serious relationship with you. I really hope that she can recover from this dilemma. I always knew what I said to her is easy, but for her, it is totally a hardship to get rid of the memory she used to have with the guy she admired.

I sincerely hope that she can forgot the man who used to make fun of her and wish her have a good start at the new year! I support you always! Be strong girl!

We should appreciate

Appreciate every moment when we are healthy. Just got heard a sad story from my Uni friend that she underwent another surgery again this year. At the end of last year, she underwent a throat surgery but soon later mean now she underwent another colon surgery. As compare my own created sadness, I found that I am lucky enough as I need not went through what she had gone through.

However all the time, I complaint to myself and people around that I'm not happy. Actually I am lucky as God always granted me a healthy body but I felt bad now as I destroy part of it by clubbing and drinking. After hearing my fren's story, I have the strong determination to get rid of these bad habit. It's for my own sake and it's also a way to show our grateful to God!

I shouldn't do something stupid to release my stress! It's totally a wrong wrong way! I'm gonna say I will stop the way I used to be. Live healthier will be happier!

Leave me alone

I just need some time not to contact with you, leave me alone. I have explicitly repeat my decision. Hope you understand the reason I did this behind.

I don't want to hurt you further as time goes by, wound will grow deeper. No feeling is always the main point, you should ask people around why we still have to be together if only one side have feeling.

You should learn to get through this, whatever you think I owe you, I will repay you but I wont be together with you anymore. However, you always welcome to become my friend.

Decision need to be made finally made

Maybe i am hurting you, but it seems like if I don't do this now, it will be more painful later on. You may hate me for being a cold hearted lady but one thing I learnt from my job is try to fix or resolve any problem when there is an issue there.

People come and go, anyone can survive without me. I'm just a tiny tiny one. Hopefully life will change after entering into a busier life. I don't want to hurt anyone around me anymore.

Stay strong, stay young, stay happy with a positive way. Most importantly, stay away from clubbing as I had the great memory for old times. That's just enough for me.

Sorry for letting those love me down!

It has been half month I didn't update my Blog. Finally I update it. Because it has been many and many things happen and change my life within half month.

Start from career, I decided to leave Hewlett-Packard as I got the offer from Ernst & Young for the position of Audit Assistant. I know this decision is very very tough enough as my senior has guided me throughout this half year. Sure I let them down and wasted their effort in guiding me. It makes me feel guilty. However, I know myself that I will never satisfied if I never try audit. I would like to thank HH for guiding the interview tips so that I looked confident during the interview with Senior Manager of Ernst & Young.

Second issue, I decided to have calm period with my boyfriend, I think it's time to grow and learn independent. I've been so sick of long distance love. As time goes by, the feeling getting lesser and lesser. I know this decision will hurt HH and I've been avoiding this problem for years. I let him down, let people around felt disappointed on me. But I know the wound will grow bigger if the relationship continue in this unhealthy way.

Hopefully, time will heal all these things. I am just a tiny character in this world, just want to live simple, passion with my initial career goal.

What's the point??

I know that I am not supposed to make mistake! But I don't like too.... You thought I love to do so?? Or I born to love trouble? I just don't know ! Don't know!

Once there is an issue, is it the right way to solve it before you are questioning? If you think that I am embarrassing you then you can go ahead to scold me but please do this only after the problem is resolved. Stupid stupid stupid. Feel Like working in HP like you're dead once you make mistake.

Really demotivated! Workplace is a place that wont allow you to make any single mistake. I hate myself being that way ! I don't want to become like that! Fed Up!

Is it because i am stupid? Apa perempuan ni mau? Sakit hati la ada boss macam ni! Sob sob ~~ Heng! Haiz

I hate this, for sure i am in the wrong path in my career as this is not what I expecting.

Finally able to relax myself

Hehe... After graduate, I never been to clubbing. But last friday, I got my kaki to club ultimately. It's so fun where I can feel the bass on the dance floor moreover I can dance freely without any disturbance.

This is why I loved MOS most where no smoke at all in the club. Anyhow, I still prefer remix hits songs which are not available on that night. However, quite surprisingly, my kaki never complaint bout that to me as I was the one who insist for MOS.

I can stop thinking during dancing as I need not to bother any job related matters or stress. I can be myself. Non stop dancing from 12 sth am to 2.30 am. It's cool!

After club, having a beer for myself is still within my budget! meeting an old friend who used to date my sis but i dun think he would recognise me. ..

But there is a price pay behind this fun, I got sick next day as I have not enough sleep and weak. I do really think that it is worthy since I have encountered many unexpected and sad things after graduate but I never find a way to release it. This opportunity really got me crazy. . Thanks for my club kaki too. .

Seeking for peace

No peace No peace No peace . . . But not the world is my heart~~ Dilemma as I don't know how much longer I need to maintain this long distance relationship. Actually starting to feel tired, lonely especially after moving out.

It's not his fault too, it's just that I should take more things to utilise my time all the while so that there shouldnt have empty time slot for me. Luckily I still have some other things to do : working, MSN, facebook, sleeping and outing with friends.

Really getting more dependant on friends rather than boyfriend as I'm having dinner most of the time with housemate, friends and only weekend for family. Without friend, I really don't know how to get through this.

Enjoyed chit chat, swim, gym, eat, watch movies and hanging with friend after moving out, can i keep myself in this comfort zone long long enough?

My moving out life

There has been a long time I haven't post any new blog. Getting lazier ~~ However, I will still have the passion over blogging.

I have been moving out since this beginning of October. Life is dull and bored without Internet access after working hour. Luckily, these few days still manage to find accompanies from friends. If not, I will be mad like hell.

First of all, I have a talkative housemate, I can ask out friend from other block in the same condo for gym and dinner. It makes life easier a bit.

I quite anticipate for weekend or holiday as I can travel or outing with my friends, kepong gang. Refreshing back the memory for few weeks ago, I had been travelled with my kepong gang to Gopeng, Perak for water rafting. It was an unforgettable trip, as WATER RAFTING can be quite dangerous if your boat terbalik and you would be float away and wait for someone to save you. 10 of us went for that, only 2 persons not fall into the water, that's including me. . . hahaha how lucky am i. Moreover 8 of them hurt bad enough but it's very fun and exciting activities and worth to try once in a lifetime.

After this water rafting stuff, we have been walk around and ate around the Ipoh for best food.

Moreover, we had paid a visit to various caves. Two of the fun spots were play water and hot spring at Ulu Yam. It was an enjoyable trip during raya.

After this raya, our kepong gang had a moon cake festival party in chin yang's house, we ate ordered pizza, moon cake, salad and etc. Carrying the tanglung to walk after eating full and played all the facilities in the playground nearby and release the kong ming tanglung. I had make a wish that I hope to stay young and pretty forever. What a desired wish! hahaha.

That is life with friends during weekend and holiday. But weekday, except there is any friend pay a visit for me than my life would be bored for most of the time. Haiz~~~~ I want clubbing, I want exercising more and I want eating happily with friends~~ That's my desired life. . . Is this too greedy? I guess no right?

More regulation in store for auditors?

More regulation in store for auditors?

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Cindy Last Day in HP

Today is Cindy last day in HP, quite 不舍得 to let her go after we have been working for 3 months where we eat together, OC together and play together. I like her as even she is so called "lazy" but she is smart and effective. Moreover, she is friendly and open-minded. This little girl will have her bright future as she is not the ordinary person as she possessed the greeatest mind. It is great by having a smart friend like her who do not mind to share everything she knew with you.

I think I will feel bored without her accompany during my breakfast, my 吃蛇 time. Wishing our friendship will never end even after she left HP. Maybe someday we can meet again coincidence in somewhere like tuition center or in a new environment. Last but not least, wish you all the best Cindy. Do miss 38 gals and msn, sms, email us frequently. Do not overwork till forget us. Remember the do and don't la. Miss you~

Knowledge sharing: Difference between Charge Card and Credit Card

Hello, previous day I learned something from friends and internet where the areas I got confused for a long time. That is :

1) Charge card (AMEX) will have unlimited credit so you have to ensure the ability to repay at the end of the day. However, credit card has certain limit for their customers therefore it will limit your debt threshold.

2) Charge card has to repay the amount in full and there is no room for you to make installment repayment. As for credit card, you can slowly pay off your debt by installment but subject to the interest imposed on the amount you incurred.

Therefore, think properly before you use any card.

Nightmare Started

Few days I have not written my blog, I am quite emotional lately. The nightmare will be started soon as my pen recon not tie again for this month. I have no idea to resolve this time. Crying, worrying, heart shaking , nobody can help. Even myself, tried my best also can't guarantee the outcome. Really challenging task and got me headache. Why this not tie and why that not tie.

Listening to "The Climb" , hopefully I have the strength like Miley~

I wanna kill you - PEN RECON! You got me crazy!!

My Dog

My silly dog looked straight at me as she is starving for food. Her round eyes never blink once when she staring at me.

I seldom play with her as I am allergic to dog fur, but she is so cute. She just passed her 3 years old birthday. Suddenly, I only realised that she stay with us for 3 years. Haha. . . Growing fatter and fatter. . . And eat more and more. . . Wowowo. . . Can't imagine one day home without her as she is so noisy and lovely! Dog Dog love you oh~~

Goals For Tommorrow

I have set a very tiny goal for myself is to understand the rollup for WWIF PPV (business term, so no need to bother) and scrutinise the email to decide when to send out reminder for pen recon. Moreover, catchup some APC task. Then go back earlier from office. Yes ! Hopefully can finish all that by tomorrow! Gambatte!

Today must have a good sleep as I do not know why I feel tired easily. After reading the below news, I am wondering why we don't go for the part time domestic maid instead of the foreign full maids. Moreover, the more foreign maid we hire, the weaker our currency as more Ringgit flow out to Malaysia. For me, I rather pay a RM 800 to a domestic part time maid than a foreign maid. On top of that, the more foreign workers come in, the higher the crime rate in Malaysia(Maybe I just too Bias over foreign workers)

Demand for RM800 maid salary not feasible, say groups

PETALING JAYA: Indonesia’s demand that its maids be paid a minimum RM800 monthly salary has hit a raw nerve among Malaysians.

“Not all of us are getting a four-figure pay packet . Wait for us to progress, then such a request can be deemed feasible,’’ Malaysian Association of Tour and Travel Agents (Matta) Kedah chapter chairman Pishol Ishak said.

He said many Matta members could not afford to pay RM800 monthly to their general workers, what more a similar sum for foreign maids.

Calling for rationality, he said: “As much as we value the role played by maids, particularly from Indonesia, the salary expectation must be in tandem with the earning power of Malaysians too.”
Indonesian ambassador to Malaysia Da’i Bachtiar has been quoted in press reports as saying that the republic is pressing for the minimum wage following cases of maid abuse by Malaysian employers.

Human Resources Minister Datuk Dr. S. Subramaniam is expected to comment on the issue today.

It is estimated that 294,115 Indonesian maids are working throughout the country currently.
The Federation of Malaysian Manufacturers northern region chairman, Datuk O.K. Lee, said manufacturers would be worried if the Government agreed to such a minimum wage as some local workers earned less than that.

‘‘It would cause anger among the workers. We have to find a balance. Such a move is not advisable at this juncture due to the (global economic slump),’’ Lee said.

Deputy Women, Family and Community Development Minister Datin Paduka Chew Mei Fun asked whether employers could still afford to hire Indonesian maids if they had to pay that sum.
“Also, will the increase in pay lead to better service from the maids?”

Chew suggested that households opt for other alternatives like engaging local or part-time maids to only work on certain days.

Women, Family and Community Development Minister Datuk Seri Shahrizat Abdul Jalil said there should not be a dependency on foreign labour, including that of maids.In a press statement, she suggested that the private sector, NGOs and individuals provide assistance in building more childcare and daycare centres to help families care for their children.

Insurance planning manager Looi Kok Cheong, who has had a maid for 15 years, said:
“It (RM800) will be a big jump from what we are paying now. It will be better if this increase is done gradually and not in one go.”

Nice Chatting

Everytime I would feel better after having a conversation with my boyfriend. As he is my best listener, and whenever I need some advice, he would provide in an "ad hoc" basis. Ya, I really felt better even I just experienced a very "down" mood recently.

About education, I will like to work it out. For rental, just borrowed and settle later. As for working, still figuring out a new plan as this is quite unexpected and new for me. It is true that I able to walk out from sadness eventually.

Having the best listener is the best medicine for curing my mood. Hehe... At least I have my greatest boy friend. Thanks. . .

Appreciate each day you have after reading the below news:

5 dead, 900 people rescued from Philippine ferry - Adapted from The Star

MANILA, Philippines (AP) - At least five people drowned and 900 terrified passengers, many roused from their sleep, were rescued early Sunday from a ferry that listed then sank in the southern Philippines, officials said. More than 60 people were missing.

Coast guard chief Admiral Wilfredo Tamayo said 900 of 968 passengers and crewmen on board the Superferry 9 were transferred to two nearby commercial ships, a navy gunboat and a fishing boat hours after the ferry began to list off Zamboanga del Norte province before dawn.

A search was under way for more than 60 people who remained missing, Tamayo said, adding that they may have drifted with their life jackets or have been rescued but were not yet listed as survivors.

"We really hope they're just unaccounted for due to the confusion," Tamayo told The Associated Press.

Navy ships were deployed and three military aircraft scoured the seas, Defense Secretary Gilbert Teodoro said. American troops providing counterterrorism training to Philippine soldiers in the region deployed a civilian helicopter and five boats, some carrying paramedics, to help, U.S. Col. William Coultrup said.

Teodoro said two men and a child drowned during the scramble to escape the ship. The bodies of two other passengers were later plucked from the sea by fishermen, the coast guard said, adding that three passengers were injured.

The cause of the listing was not clear. The ferry skipper initially ordered everyone on board to abandon the ship as a precautionary step, said Jess Supan, vice president of Aboitiz Transport System, which owns the steel-hulled ferry.

There were reports that the ferry listed to the right due to a hole in the hull, the National Disaster Coordinating Council said. As the 7,268-ton ferry tilted, some passengers may have panicked and jumped into the water, the coast guard said.

Passenger Roger Cinciron told DZMM radio by cell phone that he felt the ferry was tilting around midnight but he was assured by a crewman that everything was well. About two hours later, he was roused from sleep by the sound of crashing cargo below his cabin, he said.

"People began to panic because the ship was really tilting," he said as he waited for rescuers to save him and a group of more than 20 other passengers.

The ferry left the southern port city of General Santos on Saturday and was scheduled to arrive in Iloilo city in the central Philippines later Sunday but ran into problems midway and began to list about nine miles (15 kilometers) from the nearest shore, Tamayo said.
There were no signs of possible terrorism, Tamayo said.

Al-Qaida-linked Abu Sayyaf militants bombed another Superferry in Manila Bay in 2004, setting off an inferno that killed 116 people in Southeast Asia's second-worst terrorist attack.
The weather was generally fair in the Zamboanga peninsula region, about 530 miles (860 kilometers) south of Manila, although a tropical storm was battering the country's mountainous north, the coast guard said.

Sea accidents are common in the Philippine archipelago because of tropical storms, badly maintained boats and weak enforcement of safety regulations.

Last year, a ferry overturned after sailing toward a powerful typhoon in the central Philippines, killing more than 800 people on board.

In December 1987, the ferry Dona Paz sank after colliding with a fuel tanker in the Philippines, killing more than 4,341 people in the world's worst peacetime maritime disaster.

Please Cheer Myself Up

I feel extremely down today, because I knew I failed something again and again. It's making me hurts, helpless~~ Why there is so many failure around me recently, feel like I am a loser.

I can't talk any single things out of my mouth, crying deep inside my heart... scream loudly inside but unable to disclose and dared to do so......

Really hope that I have the courage to face the failure and pack up my unhappy immediately and live & work more proactively without remembering all the failure I have been went through.

Terrible Work Day 3 Temporary Away From Me

I merely to finish this month end after WD3, some grateful thought that this time better than those days. Yesterday, I make up my mind take MIA after persuaded by Baoyi. Hopefully, I can kill it within one year.

This month my pocket will be very tight as need to pay rental for RM 875. I really have no idea where to get such huge amount in short time. I'm very desperate for $$$. Annoying me most is $$$. Wish one day, people can live without involving any money transaction.

Gopeng trip need $$, rental need $$, petrol need $$. I'm frustrated. Tommorow I decide to save $$ by eating MAGGI.

Even I'm poor but I'm not stingy on giving out some recent interesting story which shown as below:

Woman found murdered and buried in cement at landing of staircase - Adapted from The Star

KUALA LUMPUR: For several days, tenants of a four-storey shoplot in Gombak were troubled by a stench emanating from within their building but had no inkling it was caused by a decomposing body buried under a layer of cement.

The unidentified woman is suspected to have been murdered in the shoplot and could have been buried there for a week.

The gruesome discovery was made by the building owner who for a week received numerous complaints from his tenants regarding the stench emitting throughout the shop­lot near the Selayang wholesale market.

Stairway to murder: The landing of the shoplot in Selayang where the body of the woman was found buried under a layer of cement Wednesday.

At 12.30pm yesterday, the owner conducted an inspection and spotted toes protruding out of a cement layering at the landing of a staircase leading to a vacant second floor unit. He immediately alerted the police.

Gombak police chief Assistant Commissioner Abdul Rahim Abdullah said the deceased used to live with her brother-in-law and his family in the second floor unit when they moved in six months ago.

“We are looking for the brother-in-law, S. Muniandy, 41, a odd-job worker, who moved out with his family last week as the unit is undergoing renovations.

“His last known address is No 27 Jalan 4/1 Taman Sri Layang, Mentakab, Pahang. We need him to come forward to help our investigations,” he added.

He said police, who took several hours to hack through the cement flooring to remove the woman’s body, believe she was murdered in the unit as they found several spots of blood there.
It is learnt the owner told police that Muniandy and his wife seemed nervous as they packed their belongings into their van before they left.

According to tenants and neighbours, the sounds of heated argument were frequently heard coming from their unit.

What I want most???

I need to improve my English, I want to start my ACCA as fast as I wish, I want to master new thing fast and easy. There are so many wants in my life, I want $$$ too , of course. But, the most EAGER WANT is I want to be smarter, as I know, if I am smart, the above wants will be not be a problem to me anymore.

Moreover, I feel like I'm have been left behind after graduate. People have their life meaningfully and learn every new thing daily. I need to ensure I will have the same as their too. Maybe this is called Motivation. Keep motivating myself to become a better man.

Tomorrow I'm gonna try a new task, a bit of anxious but anticipating for it as I want to try how smart or how far I can be... GEO ALIGNMENT, I'm coming~~ Really hope to do it as fast and as accurate as I could. Wishing myself ALL THE BEST and Good Luck. And not forgetting update a sharing a day which posted as below.

After reading this, I only have one thought, why the student act so rude and irrespect to others. Just a song, so what ??? Does it matter enough till want to humiliate Malaysian Embassy, what if others treat the same way as you did to you?? How you will feel? Always think in other's shoes. Really irrational ~~

Indonesian students pelt M’sian embassy with rotten eggs - Adapted from The Star Online

PETALING JAYA: About 30 Indonesian students pelted the Malaysian Embassy in Jakarta with rotten eggs and attempted to raise an Indonesian flag at the gate on Tuesday.
The attack, believed spurred by allegations that the Malaysian national anthem Negara Ku had been copied from the Indonesian song Terang Bulan, came a day after Malaysia celebrated its 52nd National Day.
The Indonesian flag was raised from the embassy gate after a tug-of-war between police and students.
The attack was also reportedly triggered by allegations that a Balinese dance had been used to promote a television show about Malaysia, although it was revealed that no Malaysian government agency had a role in the advertisement.
An embassy official in Jakarta told The Star that nobody was hurt in the incident but added that there have been regular demonstrations at the Embassy over the last few months, especially during the Ambalat issue.
That issue came up after Indonesia claimed that Malaysian warships had entered the Ambalat area in the Sulawesi sea in early June.
“The still ongoing demonstration here is being heavily monitored by the police, but no demonstrators have been stopped or arrested,” said the embassy official.
He said that everything was under control at the embassy, adding that the demonstration would not affect ties between the two countries.
Local media quoted a demonstrator as saying that the protest was a symbolic act to demand that the Indonesian government break off diplomatic ties with Malaysia and evict the Malaysian ambassador.

First Smooth WD1 Month End Close

Today, it's quite a smooth month end close work day 1. As normally, I struggled a lots for the past 2 months. This time is very cool, which I quite satisfy with. Moreover, I will feel that I have less reliance toward my senior.

Hopefully, I'm in luck for the next few work days and for good.

Before ending my blog for today, I would like to attach an interesting news to my readers as below:

‘Spiderman’ arrested after climbing Twin Towers' - Adapted From The Star, Published: Tuesday September 1, 2009 MYT 2:22:00 PM

French climber Alain Robert, also known as “Spiderman,” was arrested Tuesday after successfully scaling the 88-storey Petronas Twin Towers.

It was Robert’s third attempt to scale the 88-storey structure, at one time the world’s tallest building. Robert sneaked past security before dawn Tuesday and climbed to the top of Tower 2 of the landmark building. The 47-year-old has climbed more than 70 skyscrapers worldwide, including the Empire State Building, the Sears Tower and Taipei 101, according to his website. He can be charged for criminal trespass as he climbed the building without a permit from the management.

Robert, clad in a black shirt and trousers, celebrated his ascent by standing with his arms outspread on the pinnacle of one of the towers as a helicopter circled in the misty early morning.
Eyewitnesses said he took less than two hours to complete the climb, and then fixed a Malaysian flag on top of the building. He climbed using his bare hands and reached the top very fast ... no security personnel noticed him or stopped him.

Robert first tried to scale the building on March 20, 1997, and made a second unsuccessful attempt in 2007 after which he was freed without charge. Each time he reached the 60th storey before being intercepted by authorities

Outing This Few Merdeka Weekend

I went to The Curve with Hwee Huat on Saturday, sit in the Border's Starbucks and enjoyed the coffee. The environment is quite comfortable for reading, i did enjoy. However, I noticed that Hwee Huat just fall asleep immediately. What made me "sweat"!! I half way through for my English book. Hope to finish it by few days later.

For Sunday, shopping and eating with my sister all day long in The Curve and Selayang Mall. The TGI Friday was on me as I promised her earlier for her belated birthday and my second pay released. "UP" movie had been watched by Kepong Gang together at night including me, Charmain, Lai Ting, Wan Bie, LCL, Steven, Kok Wei and Aik Chuan's couple. Haha.. It was an relaxing and interesting movie. Who had ever thought a "floating house" just caused by a lots of balloon?? It didn't make sense but quite funny and entertaining. Moreover, I quite sad where the scene the wife had passed away and left the husband alone to keep going the "The Stuff I'm Going to Do when I reach Paradise Falls". The Funniest part of this movie is caused by the Chubby Kid. After a couple of drink and chit chat among friends in Mamak, we back to our home respectively.

For today - the real merdeka day! Hwee Huat back to UTP so I had the breakfast and walk walk to keep accompany with him till 2 pm. Perhaps, it will let me have another months to meet up with him again. Before end of today, I have partly tidy up my rooms, ironing, surfing and msn with friends. Now ready for tomorrow month end close!

The Difference between RON92, RON95, RON97 and RON99

1. Many said that RON92 oil is the older oil, only suitable for older cars or for cars that uses carburetor only. There are also some that said that RON92 oil will make the engine dirty and also said that RON92 oil is less powerful compared to RON97 and RON99. Before you make any false assumptions, let us see what the real meaning of RON is.
2. RON stands for Research Octane Number.
3. Octane number or octane rating refers to the gasoline ability to withstand auto ignition (knocking) inside the engine. Higher octane number refers to higher ability of the oil to fight auto ignition. In other words, it means that RON95 is harder to ignite compared to RON92.
4. Different vehicles are designed to be use with different octane number of oil. Higher octane number oil is basically designed for high performance vehicles such as sport vehicle and racing vehicle. Why is that so? This is to avoid premature ignition of oil inside the engine because of auto ignition, which happens before the spark plug ignite the fuel. This phenomenon is known as knocking.
5. Knocking is not wanted because it reduces the performance of vehicle. The right usage of octane number based on design and adjustment of engine will maximize the performance and effectiveness of the vehicle. Modern vehicles are equipped with knock sensor which enables it to adjust its combustion timing automatically according to the oil octane number to avoid knocking or premature ignition of oil. Not all vehicles require high octane number petrol. You can check your vehicle fuel requirement inside the guide book of your vehicle or you can simply check the minimum Octane Rating at the back of the fuel lid cover of your vehicle. Higher RON number does not means that it is more powerful. It means that it is harder to ignite. It will also cost you more. -Adapted from Email

My Fear

Today I have a little courage to make a call to my doctor to make an appointment for a surgery to fix my swollen nose. I do not know what will happen on that day and even too scared to imagine what will happen right after the surgery.

I started to blog it, I wish this surgery will make me healthier and no longer bothered by the this sickness anymore. There is a lots of things I plan to do right after this surgery! First of all, complete my ACCA as fast as possible, build a stable career and improving my proficiency of english simultneously.

It is all I dream of! Hopefully, this surgery will help me achieve what I anticipated so far.

Wish me good luck again!

A Bad Interview I Had

I went to an interview in KPMG yesterday. Guess what? I get "b" for my numerical test and "c" for verbal reasoning test. Then, the manager came and told me that "I'm sorry that i can't interview you because you do not even meet our requirement. I would like to tell that you do not have the second chance to apply to position because HR will not arrange another interview for you for this position."

At that moment, my tears almost dropped, but I managed to hold it untill I fet to the carpark. I felt that I am useless and wonder why I am so stupid. If I read more, speak more and think more in english then I will not deserve for this. It's all my fault! Can't blame anyone! The only hope is that I will work harder for my next target to avoid the mistake i did this time!

Wish me good luck la!