Sorry for letting those love me down!

It has been half month I didn't update my Blog. Finally I update it. Because it has been many and many things happen and change my life within half month.

Start from career, I decided to leave Hewlett-Packard as I got the offer from Ernst & Young for the position of Audit Assistant. I know this decision is very very tough enough as my senior has guided me throughout this half year. Sure I let them down and wasted their effort in guiding me. It makes me feel guilty. However, I know myself that I will never satisfied if I never try audit. I would like to thank HH for guiding the interview tips so that I looked confident during the interview with Senior Manager of Ernst & Young.

Second issue, I decided to have calm period with my boyfriend, I think it's time to grow and learn independent. I've been so sick of long distance love. As time goes by, the feeling getting lesser and lesser. I know this decision will hurt HH and I've been avoiding this problem for years. I let him down, let people around felt disappointed on me. But I know the wound will grow bigger if the relationship continue in this unhealthy way.

Hopefully, time will heal all these things. I am just a tiny character in this world, just want to live simple, passion with my initial career goal.

What's the point??

I know that I am not supposed to make mistake! But I don't like too.... You thought I love to do so?? Or I born to love trouble? I just don't know ! Don't know!

Once there is an issue, is it the right way to solve it before you are questioning? If you think that I am embarrassing you then you can go ahead to scold me but please do this only after the problem is resolved. Stupid stupid stupid. Feel Like working in HP like you're dead once you make mistake.

Really demotivated! Workplace is a place that wont allow you to make any single mistake. I hate myself being that way ! I don't want to become like that! Fed Up!

Is it because i am stupid? Apa perempuan ni mau? Sakit hati la ada boss macam ni! Sob sob ~~ Heng! Haiz

I hate this, for sure i am in the wrong path in my career as this is not what I expecting.

Finally able to relax myself

Hehe... After graduate, I never been to clubbing. But last friday, I got my kaki to club ultimately. It's so fun where I can feel the bass on the dance floor moreover I can dance freely without any disturbance.

This is why I loved MOS most where no smoke at all in the club. Anyhow, I still prefer remix hits songs which are not available on that night. However, quite surprisingly, my kaki never complaint bout that to me as I was the one who insist for MOS.

I can stop thinking during dancing as I need not to bother any job related matters or stress. I can be myself. Non stop dancing from 12 sth am to 2.30 am. It's cool!

After club, having a beer for myself is still within my budget! meeting an old friend who used to date my sis but i dun think he would recognise me. ..

But there is a price pay behind this fun, I got sick next day as I have not enough sleep and weak. I do really think that it is worthy since I have encountered many unexpected and sad things after graduate but I never find a way to release it. This opportunity really got me crazy. . Thanks for my club kaki too. .

Seeking for peace

No peace No peace No peace . . . But not the world is my heart~~ Dilemma as I don't know how much longer I need to maintain this long distance relationship. Actually starting to feel tired, lonely especially after moving out.

It's not his fault too, it's just that I should take more things to utilise my time all the while so that there shouldnt have empty time slot for me. Luckily I still have some other things to do : working, MSN, facebook, sleeping and outing with friends.

Really getting more dependant on friends rather than boyfriend as I'm having dinner most of the time with housemate, friends and only weekend for family. Without friend, I really don't know how to get through this.

Enjoyed chit chat, swim, gym, eat, watch movies and hanging with friend after moving out, can i keep myself in this comfort zone long long enough?

My moving out life

There has been a long time I haven't post any new blog. Getting lazier ~~ However, I will still have the passion over blogging.

I have been moving out since this beginning of October. Life is dull and bored without Internet access after working hour. Luckily, these few days still manage to find accompanies from friends. If not, I will be mad like hell.

First of all, I have a talkative housemate, I can ask out friend from other block in the same condo for gym and dinner. It makes life easier a bit.

I quite anticipate for weekend or holiday as I can travel or outing with my friends, kepong gang. Refreshing back the memory for few weeks ago, I had been travelled with my kepong gang to Gopeng, Perak for water rafting. It was an unforgettable trip, as WATER RAFTING can be quite dangerous if your boat terbalik and you would be float away and wait for someone to save you. 10 of us went for that, only 2 persons not fall into the water, that's including me. . . hahaha how lucky am i. Moreover 8 of them hurt bad enough but it's very fun and exciting activities and worth to try once in a lifetime.

After this water rafting stuff, we have been walk around and ate around the Ipoh for best food.

Moreover, we had paid a visit to various caves. Two of the fun spots were play water and hot spring at Ulu Yam. It was an enjoyable trip during raya.

After this raya, our kepong gang had a moon cake festival party in chin yang's house, we ate ordered pizza, moon cake, salad and etc. Carrying the tanglung to walk after eating full and played all the facilities in the playground nearby and release the kong ming tanglung. I had make a wish that I hope to stay young and pretty forever. What a desired wish! hahaha.

That is life with friends during weekend and holiday. But weekday, except there is any friend pay a visit for me than my life would be bored for most of the time. Haiz~~~~ I want clubbing, I want exercising more and I want eating happily with friends~~ That's my desired life. . . Is this too greedy? I guess no right?

More regulation in store for auditors?

More regulation in store for auditors?

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Cindy Last Day in HP

Today is Cindy last day in HP, quite 不舍得 to let her go after we have been working for 3 months where we eat together, OC together and play together. I like her as even she is so called "lazy" but she is smart and effective. Moreover, she is friendly and open-minded. This little girl will have her bright future as she is not the ordinary person as she possessed the greeatest mind. It is great by having a smart friend like her who do not mind to share everything she knew with you.

I think I will feel bored without her accompany during my breakfast, my 吃蛇 time. Wishing our friendship will never end even after she left HP. Maybe someday we can meet again coincidence in somewhere like tuition center or in a new environment. Last but not least, wish you all the best Cindy. Do miss 38 gals and msn, sms, email us frequently. Do not overwork till forget us. Remember the do and don't la. Miss you~