My Fear

Today I have a little courage to make a call to my doctor to make an appointment for a surgery to fix my swollen nose. I do not know what will happen on that day and even too scared to imagine what will happen right after the surgery.

I started to blog it, I wish this surgery will make me healthier and no longer bothered by the this sickness anymore. There is a lots of things I plan to do right after this surgery! First of all, complete my ACCA as fast as possible, build a stable career and improving my proficiency of english simultneously.

It is all I dream of! Hopefully, this surgery will help me achieve what I anticipated so far.

Wish me good luck again!

A Bad Interview I Had

I went to an interview in KPMG yesterday. Guess what? I get "b" for my numerical test and "c" for verbal reasoning test. Then, the manager came and told me that "I'm sorry that i can't interview you because you do not even meet our requirement. I would like to tell that you do not have the second chance to apply to position because HR will not arrange another interview for you for this position."

At that moment, my tears almost dropped, but I managed to hold it untill I fet to the carpark. I felt that I am useless and wonder why I am so stupid. If I read more, speak more and think more in english then I will not deserve for this. It's all my fault! Can't blame anyone! The only hope is that I will work harder for my next target to avoid the mistake i did this time!

Wish me good luck la!